I found love in a hopeless place

I thought it was fate,

turns out it was not mine to find

how could i have been for fucking blind

inevitably that is what love does

love makes everything so wonderful and pure

the life sucking source

seeping into your veins to every muscle and inch of your body

love taking over your life as if you are possessed

love so wonderful

love so hurtful

love so damaging

love and war

just words

why do i feel sad.

a second ago i was happy.

its not my fault the way things are

it just happened that way,

i didn’t want to like you, i didnt want to love you

it just happened. life happened.


i understand you are hurt, i have lived, so i have been hurt too.

stop wasting your time, holding onto something you know is over,

life is too short for wasting time, make the most of what you have left.

life is beautiful.


i wont be held down in this misery, not again.

move on because life stops for no one.


life is a mystery

Life throws you off your course all the time; what you have planned for the future most likely will be altered somewhat ridiculously. That is what i love and hate about life; is that you never truly know what happens next.  It is up to you to decide; whether to embrace the change or let it hold you back and be miserable because it didn’t go as you planned. You choose.

I choose to embrace life’s plan, because everything happens for a reason. (fact)

“All that is gold does not glitter, not all those who wander are lost; the old that is strong does not wither, deep roots are not reached by the frost. From the ashes a fire shall be woken, a light from the shadows shall spring; renenwed shall be blade that was broken, the crownless again shall be king.”J.R.R. Tolkien


I am here. come and find me.

you will like what you see, you will love what we do.

we will play and dance, we will sing and chant.

come to my island, come to my paradise.

come to me. I am here.

Don’t be afraid my dear, whats the point.

the end is always near.

you never know,  its unpredictable.

life is now. come live it with me.